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1. I could stand it in so much anger
So much anger in such a small body
Standing in the doorway in such a small body
How can I stand there in the doorway

2. I used to sing really sad songs to my mom
Like Sunrise Sunset
and Somewhere Out There
and The Boxer

3. How could I stand there with so much fury?
So much fury in such a little body
Such a little body standing in the doorway
How could I stand there in the doorway?
Probably best to just leave me alone then.
Probably best to just leave me alone then.
Probably best to leave me alone, then.

4. Things get confused for me, easily
In my first dream a creepy old man melted
my brother and his whole boy scout troop
into quicksilver and reformed them as robots
and sent them out to destroy the world
and I watched through a crack in the doors
I'm sorry, what were we talking about again?

5. In the door in such a small body
Telling him to choose
Me or the computer
In the door
in such a small body 
Things get confused for me.

6.  My mom didn't sing me to sleep
I sang to her and stayed up all night
watching the shadows. You have to choose what you love.
You have to decide what you love.

You need to decide what you like.

7. This next part is the part I can't talk about
not even to you
The next part is the part that I can not talk about it
Not once, 

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I stand there, with so much anger

So much anger such a small body 
Door body so small

How can I stand there in the doorway

(The things for me confused, easily   
best, worst, mother, child, caring, violate
Wrong, right, want, do not want, like, do not like 
I'm sorry, what we're talking about again?)

Things for me confused, easily 

This next part is the part that I can not talk about it
not once,I used to sing songs really sad for my mother
Friend, lover, brother, best killer
As sunset sunrise
Best, worst, mother, child, caring, break
And somewhere
Wrong, wrong, like, do not want to, like, do not like
 And everywhere
And Boxer
I'm sorry that we're talking about again?